Monday, April 16, 2012

LETTER TO THE BLESSED


Jenerali seemed to pause in his tracks. He tilted his head to the left and to the right. He was checking if his shoes had the glitter he desired. Beni had found him under a roadside tree trying the best he could to achieve that glitter. He had stood by, appearing to be uninterested, but in real sense he was looking at the man brush his shoes from the corner of his eye. There was something extremely careful, even meticulous about the way the man handled his brush, and in the way he made well-thought strokes on the leather surface. To a keen eye, this was an act communication between a man and his shoes. The man, realizing Beni was cagily looking at him, had said in what sounded like flamboyant Kiswahili, albeit strained by a hint of Samburu accent:

“Don’t be surprised. I was once a soldier. A General. You can call me Jenerali in Kiswahili.”
            “Good. I am Beni.”
            “That is a curios name. Short for Benson or Bernard?”
            “Just Beni.”
“Sounds like a name of a small boy. I will call you Benard. So Bernard, you also going to the rally?
“Yes.”
“You will hear me tell them,” he said rising and beginning to follow Beni.

That last statement, Beni chose to ignore as common sense had taught him. For all he cared, the man was free to call himself Jenerali, or any other fancier title, but he was not going to take him for a ride and turn him into an audience for his hallucinations. He nevertheless did not mind walking with his new found companion towards the gate of Kenyatta Stadium-Maralal. As such, Beni did not bother what he was going to tell, and who was ‘them’.

People were streaming into the stadium in their numbers – at least by the standards of Maralal. Women Groups donned in the traditional Samburu attire were no doubt the greatest attraction. The clean-shaven women had their blue shukas going under their arms and tied by a knot at the back of their necks. On their shoulders was draped a yellow shuka. On the front part of their shukas, below their waists, were patterns of beads sewn into the blue fabric. And the hem of this attire reached just above their ankles to reveal metallic anklets they were wearing. Around their necks was layer upon layer of beads, prominent among the layers was the upper one, which beautifully relayed the colours of the national flag. Slightly up, above the layers of beads, on the neck could be seen freshly applied red ochre. Beni made a mental note of the shiny application of ochre and decided to treat it as an unnecessary exaggeration.

As they were walking on, Jenerali unbuttoned his military-coloured jacket. Whoever had designed and made the fake jacket had done a good job at it. Beni glanced and noticed that beneath the jacket was a white T-shirt with three words: TREE IS LIFE.

“Let us go and stand somewhere in front, just below the podium,” said Jenerali putting on sunglasses and a khaki hat.
“I don’t like that place,” Beni replied, “I will get somewhere to stand within the crowd.”

With that statement, Beni got his relief. The man strutted off after patting Beni on the shoulder. It was good he was going his way, Beni thought. The man was starting to be so comfortable with him. It was not within his whims to entertain strangers who got off to a start to be too sure he would listen to them. He stood and looked at the man disappear in the maze of an excited crowd.

He took a detour and headed for the side of the stadium that had goalposts. He weaved his way through the crowd, all through getting fascinated by the love for chewing especially among females: if one was not chewing something, she was observing the next person do it, or was playing with the gum in her mouth by blowing it into a big transparent ball before willfully bursting it with an irritating sound.

Beni put his arm around the goalpost and stared at the sky. Clouds were hurrying up above from the gorgeous greenness of the Kirisia Forest westwards, perhaps to the abandon dryness of the Laikipia plains and beyond. They were clouds varying of sizes and varying pregnancy of texture. And Beni seemed to notice that once they detached themselves from the safety of the forest, they appeared to hasten their movement. Maybe they wanted to get to accommodating atmosphere. Perhaps above Marmanet Forest or the Mau Complex or Kakamega Forest; or maybe anywhere else human beings had been desirous enough the spare trees. Beni wished that in their travels, these clouds would reach his home somewhere in Busia. This made him miss home. At this moment too, albeit briefly, Beni thought about the three words on Jenerali’s T-shirt. The gentleman, if ever he was gentle, had a point.  

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Time had passed and people had done what they do at political rallies before the arrival of main guests. All this while, Beni had been lost in his thoughts. Thoughts about home and the genuine generosity of his people; memories of childhood games in the grazing fields; reminiscences of their boyhood escapades with the village girls who came to collect firewood in the grazing fields. He had been occupied thus until the announcement was heard that a college student was going to do a poem. The student called it: Letter to the Blessed: Till Death Do Us Part. He was suddenly jolted to attention and listened.

Letter to the Blessed: Till Death Do Us Part.          

And those days –
Us, boys and girls, and innocence
Shared space and circumstance
Sometimes fortune and fame would pop in
I mean, dreams of fortune and fame.
           
Our mothers went to the market
And fathers talked land, football and politics
While ours language stayed with the ordinary:
Homework, punishment, boyfriends and girlfriends
And the stopping of “maziwa ya watoto wa Nyayo”
           
Such was our bliss in ignorance
The bliss of ignorance; well-meaning ignorance,
Shut out sheer shoving and shifting of worldviews
Held in the adult world.
                       
In church on a Sunday School day
The white-robed pastor held sway
“Thou shalt not covet”
While I admired the very pastor’s daughter
She was beautiful and smiled gaily
At our clandestine evening meetings daily
Till one such evening,
Pastor found us at a dark corner.
That was innocence.
Nay, ignorance.
Or both innocence and ignorance
Both without a plea in mitigation.
           
That was long before Anglo-leasing arrived
After Goldenberg the way had paved
           
Now here as adults:
We commune with Taxation and Inflation
Bills, rent, water, fees must now be paid
Hunger, Lack and Desperation have built at home
And the shrewd hand of the Political Cunningster,
Decides who dies last.
           
Hunger, Lack and Desperation are my new partners
Forever we shall dwell here,
Till death, do us part.

            ………………………….. TO BE CONTINUED.

Sunday, March 25, 2012

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This book investigates the holistic presentation of student characters in the television drama Tahidi High, while at the same time laying a background of the development of the relationship between Literature and Film/Television drama. Tahidi High School is a microcosm of any other secondary school in Kenya and beyond. It brings together students from both gender and from diverse socio-economic and socio-cultural backgrounds. As a result, the school becomes a melting pot. In the midst of this diversity, the teenage students are caught up in struggles for identity and self-affirmation. Key among the critical issues addressed in this book are the student characters' identity crises, their choice and use of language and the teenagers' reaction to the voices of authority in their environment. Upon reading this book, the reader will effectively appreciate the important role of Kenyan television drama to scholarship.